MFA Graduate Reading, Tonight at 7:30 p.m.

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Please come out and support me and my classmates. We’ve all worked really hard this semester, and we can’t wait to share our beautiful new books with you. In addition to getting to hear us read some of our work, we’ll also have our books for sale, so bring some cash or your checkbook.

Presenting: The Mockingbird’s Song

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As you are surely aware at this point (because I haven’t stopped talking about it for almost a month), my thesis project required me to write, design, and hand-make a book. It’s been quite a learning process, but I’m mostly done, with 30 copies just waiting to be hauled to the reading this Friday.

I plan on sharing the “making of” the book in a later post, but for now, The Mockingbird’s Song by the numbers:

  • 3 years of writing
  • 39 poems
  • 30 copies (in a run that I may extend to 40, depending on interest)
  • 15 pads of 14×7 drawing paper cut into 600 pages
  • 3 pots of glue
  • 10 brushes totally destroyed
  • 1,440 inches of linen thread
  • 1 handpainted water color egg

More photos of the book can be found on my flickr site.

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An update from UpDown Press and Bindery…

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I’m smack dab in the middle of putting together my MFA thesis. It’s a manuscript of my poetry. But here at UB, we take it a step further. I didn’t just write the manuscript. Nope, I’m turning it into a book. That means designing, printing, and hand binding it. I have to have an edition of 12 done by May 5, but my personal goal is 20-30 by then. So if I seem a  little short, a little tired (ok, who am I kidding, exhausted), or to have disappeared from the face of the earth, don’t worry, it will all be over soon.

Despite the late nights and occasional frustration with a misprinted page or a miscut page, things are going pretty smoothly. Ave has been a huge help with cutting the pages and explaining how the printer works. I have the guts for 15 books printed and folded. And Ave, as I mentioned, has been busy, so there are many more sheets of paper ready to go through the printer.

Right now, I’m in the midst of sewing up a couple books, trying to perfect my technique a bit more (I ran into a smidge of trouble with my spine allowance when I made my mock up). And tonight I made myself a low-tech book press that should help keep things nice and flat and even during the sewing/gluing/casing-in process.

But as well as things are going and though I’m not at full-on meltdown stage yet, I can tell I’m stressed–my skin is a disaster, I can’t remember what I looked like without these enormous dark circles under my eyes, three cups of coffee and a Coke don’t have enough caffeine to keep me going, and I’m grinding my teeth worse than I have since my senior year of college. I can’t wait for that weekend in late May when, for the first time in three years, I get to relax without worrying about school.

But despite my body’s not so subtle hints that it would like a break, I still feel pretty great. It’s been thoroughly awesome to see my book (not to mention all my classmates’ books) come together, and when I have time to stop and breathe, I’m so glad to have had the opportunity to attend this program.

I suppose the reason I’m even posting this, which I’m sure is rather dull to most of you, is that I want my friends and family to know that things are going okay and I will eventually resurface. I’m going to keep my poetry blogs going, and I’ll even try to post some pictures of the bookmaking process, assuming I can ever remember to take any. In the meantime, if you can figure out where the time keeps going, please let me know.

A spring in my step.

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Mistakes are where learning begins. It’s a phrase that’s been getting tossed around a lot in my pedagogy class this semester. I’m pretty sure it’s true. I’m deep in my final semester of grad school and up to my elbows in paper and glue as I take my final thesis from words in my head to a book.

After weeks of editing and design, this weekend I started on construction. I measured and counted and measured and counted. I rearranged and started over. And as I glued the last piece in place, I couldn’t wait to see this beautiful thing I had made. As I shut the book so I could press it (i.e. super-flatten it), I felt it resisting the fold. Panicked, I opened it up to see that my endpapers-painstakingly cut and tipped in-had bunched around the spine. The book wouldn’t close all the way. Though I had measured the spine (at least three times) and allowed extra, it wasn’t enough. In 15 seconds, more hours of work than I care to count flew out the window.

And yet, I didn’t feel despondent. This is why I was making a test copy. To see what would go wrong so I could fix it when it counted. And everything had gone beautifully till that last second. So the good news is that it won’t be difficult to fix.

That moment that have could have turned into a pity party with my best friends anger and frustration reminded me that mistakes are what we learn from. That’s how we learn to problem solve. Frankly, I’m impressed with my ability to remain so rational on so little sleep and with such a short amount of time left till this thing has to be finished. So tonight I’m back to my little binding station to re-work it again so that when it matters, it will be perfect.

Rock, paper, blog

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preliminary sketch 2I’m working on my final project for the literary publications class, and I have to admit that though I struggled to come up with an idea at first, I’m moving along at a pretty good pace now.

Basically, I’m illustrating my poem called “How to Collect Things,” which is (as the name suggests) instructions to a child on how to collect. The goal is to create a flip book (I use the term loosely) that could be flipped to create an animation (albeit a rather choppy animation) or read in the more traditional manner.

I’m drawing a lot of inspiration from Ezra Jack Keats’ The Snowy Day, particulary in terms of the shape of my little dude’s head and the use of cut paper/collage. I’m also feeling inspired by Crockett Johnson’s Harold and the Purple Crayon for its delightful story and exploration of the childhood imagination.

The creation of this book is a long and time-consuming process. I must produce 10 copies (we’re practicing editions), but am working to maintain a handmade, unique art feel for each copy.

Although the final illustrations will be cut paper, I’ve started off with sketches that illustrate the lines within the poem. It’s the best way to wrap my head around what I’m doing and plan the cutting process.

I’m actually working on the cut outs now, and will be scanning them into the computer tomorrow. After that, I’ll lay them out in InDesign. My last project taught me that trying to create the same art multiple times is a headache, so I’m scanning to save my sanity.

Even then, this is not quick work, and the more I do, the more I appreciate just how difficult book arts can be. But I love working with my hands and listening to the swift sssshhhh of scissors through paper. And I am certain there are few feelings as gratifying as watching your art take shape.

But for now I must take my sleepy and bedraggled self to bed (though I may pause for a few moments to begin Audrey Niffenigger’s Her Fearful Symmetry, which I purchased today and am super excited to read). I’ve had a long week, what with a trip home (more on that, including photos, later) and then a headlong dive back into work/school. I’m looking forward to a few moments of quiet this weekend to recenter myself before the urgent push that inevitably comes with the end of the year.

Old Tin Roof

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Tin Roof Tall Bok

This week in class we tried our hand at hard bound books. I opted for a long format (rather than the traditional 5.5×8.5 size that comes from standard paper folded in half “hamburger” style). I’ve made books like this before, and I wanted to explore a different shape. I also found this awesome textured paper at Artist and Craftsman Supply (quickly becoming one of my favorite art supply stores in Baltimore). There are more pictures on my Flickr page.

And now, a conundrum. For my next book project, I want to create a tunnel book (similar to the Sharpsburg book I posted photos of in a recent post. However, I’m looking to explore lighting elements within the book. My first thought was rice lights (really small version of your standard twinkle lights), a short strand (5-10 bulbs) with a battery pack. I’m having a hard time finding exactly what I’m looking for.

Anyone have any thoughts or suggestions?

Books abound (and look at these fancy new digs!)

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(Note: Welcome to my fancy new Wordpress blog which Avelino finally helped me get off the ground. I’m looking forward to much blogging in my comfortable and versatile new home. And a big, fat thank you to Ave for his patience and determination, even though I chose a rather frustrating theme.)

Paper, scissors, thread, needle. These are things that have made up my weekend. I’ve had a veritable book-making factory going here in my little workshop. It’s actually been a good week for me creatively. When I started the semester, I immediately took to the bookmaking class. I love the handwork, thinking about how the book will come together, and seeing the finished product. I got more than a little obsessed with the tunnel/telescope/theatre book form.

One example is the tunnel book I did taking a photo from the Antietam National Battlefield in Sharpsburg, Maryland. I did it relatively quickly on bristol board, wanting simply to test out the look and feel of a photograph that’s been 3D’ed. I’m hoping to try it again, this time using color, and perhaps trying to incorporate more detail.

Comparing the photo to the book

Comparing the photo to the book

This week, however, has been the week of coptic stitch. We did a quick sample of this in class. It’s a form I’ve always loved, and have done a couple times before. This week I really set out to practice it. My first attempt was a small book (4.75″x3.5″) with 16 signatures (4 pages to each signature is my standard count). In addition to looking at it as a chance to coptic bind, I also played around with burlap for a covering material. I’m really pleased with how it came out. I love the color for one (it fits quite nicely with my current fall frenzy), and the texture is fun to look at and touch. It feels very practical, but has a kind of homely beauty. There are definitely more burlap books in my future.

My second attempt was an even smaller book (2″x2″) with balsa wood covers and 22 signatures. It turned out a little like a slinky, and I broke my first cover (balsa is a delicate wood) when I was putting the holes in it. But again, I’m pleased with it’s look, and I think the brown craft paper, cream linen thread, and pale balsa wood really work together.
My third attempt was an upcycled, coptic-bound journal. I have a stash of old books I’ve collected from here and there. This particular book (David Keller’s Index to Plays in Periodicals: Supplement) had lovely green covers. I cut them off the book and set the pages aside for a future life as paper cuts outs of one sort or another, and added a text block of my own making. Again, I’m pleased with the results, and my coptic stitch has gotten better with each book I’ve made. (see the gallery below for images of each of the above books).

My writing has also gotten better. I’d hit a bit of a slump over the summer, which I’m blaming on the spring semester followed by the summer semester, followed by a move, followed by the fall semester. I’ve hardly had any time to breathe, much less write. But, I sat down this week for about 4 hours straight and refused to let myself leave the room till I’d written at least one thing I could be moderately pleased with. It worked, and I’ve gotten to a better place there as well. Which is good, since in something like 10 weeks I’m supposed to have the basis of my manuscript together so I can build the book next spring.

And now I must away as there are visits from friends and lantern-making workshops in my future.

Oh sweet summer, how I’ve missed you

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Summer school is about to come to a close. My independent study ended comfortably if rather unceremoniously today, and tomorrow I will turn in my final project for the book design class. It’s been an incredibly stressful eight weeks (and I’ve had the migraines and break outs to prove it), but it was worth it, and, better yet, it’s all but over.

First a quick recap:

I designed three books, the last of which is being flattened under my mattress as we speak. As I look back over my work throughout the class, I can really see that I’ve made strides even in so short a time. My final book is a collection of poems I wrote around the time I moved out to New Mexio. I had collected them all into a chapbook called Changing Weather which I never did anything with (not entirely true, I did submit it to a chapbook contest judged by Densie Duhamel, which I obviously did not win). I’ve mixed the poems with photos I took both in Missouri and New Mexico to really help convey the landscapes that the piece revolves around. I don’t know that it’s the best writing or even the greatest photos, but I’m gosh darn proud of myself. Here’s the cover and a couple interior spreads:

Changing Weather CoverMoonlight Meditations SpreadSpun/Evaporate Spread

My independent study gave me an opportunity to really pursue my interest in experimental writing, and I read 2.5 novels (House of Leaves, you beast, I will finish you yet!), too many poems to count, and a few whatsits in between. I also wrote regularly (and more than usual), which was good.

And looking forward:
Ave and I will be making a trip to New Mexico at the end of the month for a celebration of his friend’s wedding. I’m so looking forward to seeing everyone and being back in a place I love.

As for the rest of the summer, I intend to take regular walks, reacquaint myself with my camera, do some serious reading, and try to keep up the writing. It’s not much, but it’s all I need.